Saturday, January 28, 2017

Effie's First Wishes

When I began my Disney Program, I had hopes and dreams of blogging weekly and taking hundreds of pictures and creating this live journal of my experience. In typical "me" fashion, that soon became a handful of half-started posts which then dwindled to radio silence well into the months after I returned home. *insert shruggie guy here* I'm trying to be better, friends. I promise. One of the half written posts was about my first night at Magic Kingdom since gaining entry to the parks. As some may know, I did have the chance to go on a Disney family vacation when I was 10, and while I was old enough then to remember a lot of the trip, seeing it all through adult eyes was brand new. I seriously felt like a kid again, guys. I debated over whether or not to write this as a current and reflective post, but I think we'll take a trip back in time (about 11 months ago) and try to finish writing this one from my brand new eyes. Give me a moment here to get my head right....*cotton candy, It's A Small World, giant balloons* Okay, you ready? Great! I present to you: Effie's First Wishes...



As of two days ago, I am officially, 100% authentically, no doubts about it, a Disney Cast Member and employee! My love for Disney began at a young age with The Lion King and Beauty and the Beast and The Little Mermaid and has not wavered as I have grown up. Movies like Monsters University, Big Hero 6, and Finding Nemo continue to touch my heart and fill me with that wonder that you can't quite explain with words- but it's magical. The idea that I actually am now a paid employee of the 11th largest company in the world, that my name will forever be in their books, that I am part of Disney history, that I have the power to make the magic real for someone else- all of that has not quite sunk in yet. When I was young, of course I wanted to be a princess, in the "fancy dresses and Prince Charming" kind of way, but actually working for Disney never once crossed my mind. Now I know it's an opportunity I would have never passed up.

What I appreciate about this company is that they embrace the child-like wonder and they bring it to life again for parents and Cast Members alike. I have not stood backstage and felt disappointed to know certain things were not real after all this time, but rather excited to know the secrets that keep the magic alive. After training yesterday, I went to the Magic Kingdom with my new roommate Katie. We walked around and even rode a couple rides,but I was there for the fireworks. Now Katie has an annual pass, which means she has been to Disney many times over the years, but I had not been in any of the parks for 12 years and when we were here then, we somehow managed to miss all of the night time entertainment. I was beyond excited to have this experience, and I would be flat out lying if I told you I did not have a downright magical night.

Let me start from the beginning of the night: Katie and I, newly employed, decided to use our company issued Blue ID cards to get into the park since our Main Gate would take a couple weeks to arrive. Having no idea how to get into the parks, we just rode the employee bus straight up to the Utillidoor. *hint hint* This was the wrong way to get in the parks. We learned later that using the Utillidoor while not on the clock is a pretty fast way to get in trouble, but we were new and we didn't know what we were doing. After asking a couple of Cast Members and walking in some definitely off-limits areas, we arrived at one of the Cast Member entrances to get on-stage. Peering around the corner, we saw a family sitting nearby and the entrance to the public bathrooms. We were obviously dressed in plain-clothes, so just jumping out from behind the wall was going to seem very suspicious. We decided to make a run for it, and get as far away from the area as fast as possible in case any security personnel were nearby. Walking fast, we made a bee-line for the carousel and didn't look back, though I'm certain there were many pairs of eyes staring at our backs as we hurried past. 

It was settling into early evening (and it was still February, meaning it wasn't too busy in the park) so we had enough time to ride a couple things and walk around to find dinner and a good view for the fireworks. We rode the Journey of the Little Mermaid, took a quick trip through history on the Carousel of Progress, and even managed to snag a seat on Pirates of the Caribbean. We decided on Casey's Corner for dinner (mini corndogs and french fries) and found a spot to stand to see Wishes. Before Wishes was the laser light show called Celebrate the Magic (now retired; RIP), and we didn't catch the whole thing the first time around, but saw it the second time it played later(pretty certain this is my favorite part of the night time entertainment). When Wishes finally started, I was practically jumping out of my skin. My first Disney fireworks show, and I was ready! The show incorporated music and visuals and, of course, fireworks timed perfectly to the sounds. It even featured a surprise appearance from Tinkerbell! As I watched the families around me enjoy the display, I couldn't help but feel warm and fuzzy myself. This place is my new home, and I get to come and enjoy it whenever I want. After watching the show and walking through the massive gift shop on Main Street, we made our journey home- again, we were kind of clueless here, but we figured it out eventually. 

I can't wait to experience the fireworks and Magic Kingdom again and again. I can't wait to see the faces of the people around me experience the magic that I have already felt, I can't wait to create that magic for them! My real training in the parking lot begins soon(not too sure I'm excited about that, but we'll see!) and I cannot wait to see where this journey takes me. Here's to Disney, and many adventures to come!



Now, I won't lie to you. When I first saw Wishes, I kind of thought it was silly. The music, especially. I loved the fireworks, but it took several more viewings for me to come to really appreciate the whole show. It eventually became one of the sole reasons for me to go to Magic Kingdom, and on my last night in the park, I sat on the Hub lawn and cried while singing along. For whatever reason, Wishes seemed to perfectly encapsulate what it meant to be filled with wonder and what it meant to be at Disney World. It never failed to bring me back to the reality that I was really there, as an actual Cast Member for this amazing company. Shout out to Katie for taking me that first night, and shout out to Walt for making the magic last well into my adulthood. 

How Far I'll Go

I am a girl who loves her island, and the girl who loves the sea…it calls me!

I recently saw Moana in theaters (yes, yes, I know it’s been out since Thanksgiving. Whatever) and I pretty much cried the entire time. Now, as of late, I’ve been pretty emotional about just about everything, but this was different! Moana wasn’t just a sweet story of a girl who saved her island and her people while finding herself in the process, and it wasn’t just a wonderful way to include young girls of color all over the world with a beautiful Disney character to call their own: it was a story that spoke deeply to me personally.

And if the voice starts to whisper to follow the farthest star, Moana that voice inside is who you are…

Since returning home from Florida, my heart has not been here with me. The voice inside is calling me elsewhere, but I have felt tied to this place. I have struggled against myself, knowing this is where I should be but also knowing that I want so desperately to be elsewhere. Listening to the Moana soundtrack, and finally watching the movie was like seeing my own story play out before me. The underlying themes of “follow your heart,” and “find your happiness,” resonated so strongly with me that I spent many of the musical numbers wiping away tears. Not only in the music beautiful and tropical, but the lyrics are powerful and meaningful. The message the movie teaches young children in amazing: be who you are, despite the forces trying to keep you tied down, and the message it taught me was powerful and altering: don’t be afraid of the voice inside you urging you to listen.

Every turn I take, every trail I track, every path I make, every road leads back…

Am I making this a bigger deal than it is? I have believed in destiny and fate for a long time- everything happens for a reason. During my senior year of high school, all anyone could talk about was what you going to do with your life. What are you going to do? Who are you going to become? What are you going to study? And then, throughout college, I had this underlying thought that I had to discover who I was, and I had to do it in 4 years time. When it started to become apparent that it was going to take me longer than 4 years to complete school, I began to worry that I was defective, and when I reached my junior year and I still didn’t know what I wanted to do after graduation, I worried that I wasn’t trying hard enough. What is wrong with me? Will I ever figure it out? Will I ever be happy? Then: Disney.

I have never felt more content in my choices, more at home, or more happy than when I was at Disney working in the parking lot. And sure, maybe immediately after arriving I was scared and homesick and annoyed by my job placement, but hindsight is 20-20 and I wouldn’t change those six months for anything. I was talking to my tattoo artist the other day and explaining how amazing it was to finally have this feeling of satisfaction, to have this one thing that I want to chase. I went years without an idea of what I wanted to do after school, and now, as silly as it is, I have this thing sitting in front of me that calls me. I worried when I came home and I still worry now: is this childish? Am I yearning for something that is now part of my past and should stay there? I think though that if I believe everything happens for a reason, then I have to believe that this voice inside is not just taking up space.

And the call isn’t out there at all, it’s inside me…


Disney isn’t calling me, my own heart is calling for happiness. For the first time, I found something that made me feel fulfilled and content, and I can’t turn back and pretend I don’t know what that feels like. I was helping people, creating happiness, and I was having fun. So maybe I need to set my sights higher- is it Disney I want or is it another job that fills those requirements? Would I settle for a job in the parks, or would I want to rise within the company? So many possibilities, so many opportunities. The one thing I am absolutely certain of: I need to listen to the voice inside. Trying to keep it quiet only makes it louder, and pretending it isn’t there only makes me more restless. I may not know the way just yet, but it’s time to see how far I’ll go.

Monday, January 16, 2017

Work Stories (pt.1)

So instead of writing mile-long posts, I figured I would break it down into easier to handle chunks. That way you’ll stay interested and I’ll have more content to post! Besides, maybe if I’m writing about one thing at a time, then I’ll recall more memories…

One of my favorite spots to be in was Jack’s Point, right around 10 pm so I could enjoy Wishes. Not only did I have a front row seat for the show, but I got to be right at the entrance to the tunnel where all the trams came and went, which meant I got to wave and smile at all my coworkers. This position was also a lot like standing in the eye of a storm. As the masses would unload from the Monorails and the Ferry, they would pass you by on their way out to the cars or over to the trams. Hundreds of people at a time would exit, and as you stood there waving your light wand, all you really had to do was watch them pass. Sure, there were of course the questions that you were asked over and over (Is there a bathroom nearby? Where do the buses pick up? Where is my Uber? But how am I supposed to get out to my car if I can’t cross here? Which tram takes me to the Villains side?), but for the most part it was standing, smiling, and redirecting traffic.

That, and listening to the radio. As I mentioned before, Jack’s Point was set up right near the tunnel from which the trams came and went on their way out to the parking lots. Splitting the tunnel was a set of three or four safety flex poles to create the dividing line between the sides for entering and exiting. Now, something to know about the trams was that each car was lined with a safety “bumper” which would activate the emergency stop if it was hit. This was to make sure the tram didn’t continue to plow through poles, cars, or (God forbid) people if the driver ever lost control. Something else to note was that a few of the trams that we had traded with EPCOT were particularly wiggly in the back. The last car would swing just a little bit wider than others, which most of the time wasn’t an issue. Except on this particular night when the last car got a little out of whack and hit one of the flex poles in the middle of the tunnel.

Suddenly, just like that, we have a tram full of people stuck halfway through the tunnel right in the middle of exit. When the emergency break is activated, the tram must be shut down completely and the coordinators must come by and oversee the restarting of the vehicle. It typically isn’t a huge issue if the tram is out in the lot or even up at the load zone, but again- this tram was stuck in the tunnel. The only access to and from the parking lot and it was blocked up. So, on this night I’m at Jack’s Point, minding my own and answering questions as usual when over the radio, I hear the call.

“Parking 30 from Villains Tram” …. “Parking 30 from Villains Tram!”

I recognized the voice as one of my fellow CPs, and she sounded kind of frantic. At this moment, I turned around to see the tram stuck under the tunnel, and I was wondering what had happened. Finally:

“30 by...” “Um, we hit one of the flex poles in the tunnel and we’re stuck. I need a coordinator.”

By this time, I’m getting nervous. A Villains tram had come in from the lot passing through the tunnel on the other side, which meant the current one in the load-zone would be ready to move soon. Not only that, but the Heroes tram would soon be dispatching and they were far enough back that they could not see what was happening in the tunnel. Not knowing who the driver was or if they would be paying enough attention to stop in time had me imagining all kinds of horrible scenarios.
Everything seemed to happen very quickly from here forward. I saw the coordinator van pull up next to the stuck tram so I knew they would be on their way shortly, but at that same moment I heard the Heroes tram clear for dispatch (two honks). I tried to raise the spieler from the oncoming Heroes tram:

“Jack’s Point from Heroes tram who just left the load zone…”

Nothing. I ran to the gate that separated me from the tram lane and held my fist in the air for the Villains tram driver to hold, then began waving my arms at the oncoming tram to get the driver’s attention and again holding my fist in the air for “hold” signal. Who knows how Eddie, who was driving that tram, managed to see me, but he did and he stopped the tram in enough time to keep from running into the Villains that was still in the tunnel. His spieler, Alex was so confused and kept trying to clear the tram…

“Driver, why did you stop? We’re clear…” (Eddie honks one time for “No”) “Driver, we’re clear!”

Now, the driver and the spieler from the tram in the Villain’s load zone were standing nearby wondering what the commotion was, and Alex came walking up the length of the Heroes’ tram to see why his driver wouldn’t clear. When he saw there was still a tram stuck in the tunnel, he became visibly less upset. I told him to go back to his platform and I would let him know over the radio when it was safe to dispatch. Only a minute later the tram stuck in the tunnel was on its way and I could clear the two trams watching and waiting to get moving again.


The whole ordeal lasted maybe 5 minutes, but it felt like an eternity. Even recalling it now, I get nervous and anxious. If Eddie hadn’t seen me would he have been able to stop in enough time to prevent injury or further delay? What if my radio had been dead or turned down and I hadn’t known there was an issue at all? In an attempt to remain humble, I do feel proud about the way I handled the situation, and I’m glad everyone came away from it safely. One of my fellow CPs even wrote me a Four Keys Card for it! There certainly was never a dull moment in the parking lot…

Sunday, January 15, 2017

Need to Know Words and Phrases

If you're going to talk Disney, then you have to know the lingo. This here is your cheat-sheet and go-to guide for understanding what in the world all of these Disney fanatics are yammering on about (including myself). Not only will it be helpful for you, but for me as well- now I won't have to define every acronym I use as I go along! Enjoy :)

Blue- The blue ID card that all employees receive and must carry with them at all times while on the clock; also necessary to receive discounts

Celebrate- Celebrate the Magic; the shortened title for the (now retired) laser light show that preceded the Wishes fireworks show

Clear for dispatch- What a spieler says to their driver when it is okay for the tram to move; the drive will respond with one honk for "no" or two honks for "okay/yes"

Code V- What to say over the radio when someone vomits; see also "protein spill"

CP- College Program (participant); what I was!

CP Housing- The locations that Disney provided for living; included were Chatham Square, The Commons, Patterson Court, and Vista Way

DAK- Or just AK; short for Disney's Animal Kingdom, one of the four parks at Walt Disney World

DCP- Disney College Program, duh!

Disney Bounding- Dressing up as characters from movies or shows, but not in costume; using every day clothes to achieve the look or making your own clothes (ex: a skirt made from material that has a nautical theme for Ariel)

East Gate/West Gate- Break rooms at the TTC; East gate held the manager's offices while West gate held the locker rooms and main break room

E-Stop- The emergency stop button that will stop and shut down the tram immediately in case of fire, accident, or other emergency

Exit- The time of night when the most guests are leaving the Magic Kingdom and coming back out to the parking lot; usually lasts 2-2.5 hours

FOF- Festival of Fantasy parade; occurs daily at 3 pm

Four Keys Card- A sign of recognition that can be given by fellow cast members or managers; usually given for outstanding work

Heroes side- Half of the Magic Kingdom parking lot; composed of Woody, Aladdin, Peter Pan, Simba, Mulan, and Rapunzel; rows numbered in the 100's and 200's

Hollywood- No, we're not talking about California; short for Hollywood Studios(formerly known as MGM Studios), one of the four parks at Walt Disney World

Load zone- Where the trams would drop off and pick up guests as they were leaving or entering the park

Main Gate- The pass that all employees receive that allow you to enter into any of the four main parks for free (yay!)

MiSi- Short for the Move It! Shake It! Dance and Play it! dance party on Main Street, occurring three times daily

MK- Magic Kingdom; see also just "Magic"

Parking 30/30 By- When calling on the radio to ask for a coordinator, you would use this code; ex: "Parking 30 from Heroes tram." "30 By..." "Where were we parking at 10:30 this morning?"

TTC- Short for the Ticket and Transportation Center, home of trams and parking lots

Villain's side- Half of the Magic Kingdom parking lot; composed of Jafar, Zurg, Scar, Captain Hook, Ursula, and Cruella; rows numbered in the 300's and 400's

Wishes- The fireworks show that occurs nightly at the Magic Kingdom at 10 pm

More will come as I think of them; keep an eye out for updates!

A Typical Night at the TTC

~Warning: Long Post Ahead!~

The TTC: my home and occasionally my own personal Hell (just kidding). For those of you who don't know, TTC stands for Ticket and Transportation Center and it's pretty much the first thing anyone sees when they arrive at Disney World, assuming that you drove your car of course. It's composed of a parking lot that is roughly 125 acres in size and contains over 12,000 parking spaces, load zones for the trams, ticket booths, several monorail entrances, a bus drop-off, a gift shop, and a dock for the ferries running back and forth to Magic Kingdom.

Many different Cast Members called the TTC their home. Also found in the break room could be folks from custodial, monorails, busing, and water transportation as well as those who worked in the gift shop and ticket booths. While we all existed in the same space, my completely unhidden bias is that the TTC belonged to those of us in parking. On any given day, your parking crew Cast Members will see anywhere from 30,000 to 40,000 guests. The parking lot is split into two sides because it is so large, a Villains and a Heroes side. At peak times, up to eight trams will be running bringing guests to and from the parking lot, typically 4 for either half of the lot. Each tram is composed of 7 cars and a cab, and when fully loaded can hold 30 people per car for a grand total of 210 guests per one way trip. Trams cannot exceed a speed of 15 miles per hour, though we all know they topped out at 13 (except 12A, which went about 13.5 mph). A full round-trip during exit(that is, when everyone was leaving the park for the night) would take roughly 10-12 minutes to complete, and would usually last anywhere from around 9:00-11:30 pm assuming the park closed at midnight. I typically worked the night shift, which meant that I would start around 4 or 5 in the evening and work until 2am on the average. The days were long, the guests were grumpy, and the environment wasn't always magical, but it was exciting and fast-paced and looking back, the only place I would have wanted to be.

There are many jobs in the parking lot, each one essential to the operation, and some better than others. There were some nights I ended up on a tram for my entire shift, and still others when I would barely get through one full trip before being pulled off, so instead I'll walk you through my ideal night and hopefully hit all of the highlights along the way.

I always liked to be in the lot first thing, because it seemed to make the rest of the night go by a little bit faster. Since we were primarily outside, we got breaks every two hours, so if I could spend two hours in the lot at the beginning of my shift, even in blistering heat, I knew the rest of the night would cruise by. When in the lot, there were two positions- you were either at point or parking the single or the double. While at first point scared me, it quickly became my favorite spot to be in.
Me, at point, being visited by my roomies!
You had ultimate power at point: directing cars down the row or up to the handicap lot, calling in row numbers, and making sure the transitions between rows was moving smoothly. In the morning it was an incredibly intimidating position, one I would have never volunteered for, but after about 5 pm, the traffic is moving slowly and cars come at a nice steady pace. It gives you a chance to chat with your co-workers and enjoy the weather (that is unless it was raining or the parking lot was steaming from the heat). If not at point, then you were rotating through the rows, parking cars. Each row could hold two back-to-back rows of cars- the single and the double. I would much rather have been parking the double for no real reason other than because I didn't like cars almost running me over while I motioned them forward. While the lot was where I became frustrated the quickest, it was also where I made some of my favorite memories, like when I belted Adele with a guest, or where I watched it rain on the opposite side of the tram lane 20 feet from where I stood, or where I parked Peter Pan for the first and only time (this lot has rows that become shorter and shorter meaning that as cars come in at their steady morning pace, you have to run to your next spot to keep from getting run over and not stall the operation) or maybe when I forgot that I was in costume and began cursing because there was an alligator 20 feet away from me.

If I was not in the lot first thing, then I would volunteer for Villain's(or Heroes) Point. In the morning, the Heroes side of the lot would be parked, with the switch happening around noon or 1pm. In the evening, your job at Villain's Point was to direct cars down the appropriate side that was currently being parked. It was a one person job, and also kind of dangerous, but if I was in a particular mood, I loved the solitude. It also gave me the chance to listen to my music... but don't tell my coordinators that! Similar to Villain's Point was working in preferred parking, but this spot I didn't enjoy as much. As cars came down the aisle, you took their colored tag, distributed water bottles, and directed them to a spot near the front. I think I didn't like Preferred because there just wasn't a whole lot to do in the evening, as opposed to the lot or Villain's Point, and if you were with someone you didn't know very well, there was a lot of awkward silence. There was one other spot that I was stuck in a few times, only in the morning, and that was Crosswalk. In the morning, it's important to make sure that the trams have a clear pathway to and from the lot, so a Cast Member was needed to stop the flow of pedestrian traffic. This position was only used in the morning, but did have it's partner at night- Jack's Point. The difference was that in the morning, most people were still very friendly and excited about their day. On my first day at the TTC, I had not yet begun my real training and so of course could not drive any trams, so I had to stand at the Crosswalk for four hours, and push wheelchairs for another two. That shift was probably longer than any of my others, including the 15 hours I worked during Fourth of July.

After our first break, which was typically our longest for lunch or dinner, if I was working a particularly long shift I would want to be back out in the lot. Something about being in the lot at sun down was always calming, and I loved every opportunity I had to experience it.
Cary spieling!
However, most of my second trips landed me on a tram. Three basic duties come from dealing with the trams, you were either spieling, driving, or tram walking. In a previous post I believe I mentioned my particular distaste for tram walking, and fortunately I can count on one hand the number of times that I had to do that job. Standing in the load zones, or in the morning out in the lot, was one the most overwhelming and stressful experiences I had while working in parking. I didn't find joy from being stern or yelling at the guests to stay behind the yellow safety line, and I kid you not when I tell you that the anger and frustration rolling off of the people was palpable. Luckily, I was able to be on trams far more often. The two sides of the lot, Heroes and Villains, were composed of 6 lots each. On the Villains side you had Jafar, Zurg, Captain Hook, Scar and Ursula, and on the Heroes side was Woody(for Cast Members only), Aladdin, Simba, Peter Pan, Mulan, and Rapunzel. I most definitely would rather have been on a Heroes tram, as the Villains side not only seemed to draw the grumpier guests, but the tram lane was bumpier, and something always seemed to go wrong over there(I had two trams break down on me on the Villains side). Additionally, there were trams that were better than others. 7A had the worst accelerator, and if you didn't know how to finesse the throttle you would be stuck at 11mph, which trust me is really slow. 19A had breaks that were especially sticky, and you had to really put your foot down to stop the tram. One tram had an air conditioner that leaked, and another had a socket for the spieler's microphone that didn't always cooperate. There was one that had a horn that only worked sometimes, one that had a seat that was always stuck in one position, and one had speakers that just barely worked. One thing was certain: each tram had it's own unique personality.
Ingrid in the driver's seat!
You might expect me to say that I enjoyed spieling the most, but honestly I think it was a fairly even split. Driving was relaxing and spieling allowed you to have more guest interactions. It was the driver's job to indicate a switch, and the rule of thumb was to switch with your spieler after every 3 full rounds, or if your break was coming up in the next half hour. Try as we might, the CP's (that is, the college program kids) always seemed to do the switching at the wrong time, according to those who had been there forever. There isn't much to say about the driving or spieling duties, it's pretty straight forward stuff. The driver kept the tram on the white line, and the spieler kept everyone on board in line. Maybe someday I'll find a way to write out my spiel for old times' sake, but for now I'll keep it short and just say that the main points to hit were what part of the lot you were coming from (lot name and row number), what time the park closed, and when the main events were happening in the park. Of course, always remember to wish your guests a magical day and the end of their ride! A little wiggle room was granted in the spieling department and so everyone's was just a little different, with some people keeping it short and sweet, and others adding jokes and character voices (no, I didn't do voices; yes, I had a cache of Disney jokes I told when things were slow). Around the fourth month of my program I truly perfected my spiel, and I remember that I was on the Heroes side of the lot when I used my closing line for the first time- "We hope you have a wonderful rest of your night, and a great, big beautiful tomorrow!"

During exit, when the most trams were running and the load zones were full with upwards of 600 people a piece, Jack's Point was up and running. This was the partner of Crosswalk in the morning, except instead of stopping pedestrian traffic you were rerouting it. It was safer for guests to walk under the bridge and cross the tram lane once on the other side since the tram traffic was less constant and the area was better lit. This concept seemed to confuse many people, and while I personally ruined many vacations by directing traffic away from the tram lane, at least no one got run over by an enormous tram full of people on my watch. Jack's Point was also a solitary position, but if you were out there at 10 pm, you had a front row seat for the Wishes fireworks show, and it was always nice to be able to stand and watch the crowds move around you. It was kind of like standing in the eye of a storm, only you got a light wand and you were asked 100 times where the buses picked up ("Straight ahead, on the other side of those white pavilions, and there will be a map to your left that shows you where the spaces are"). There was one other job that got going towards the end of exit: collecting wheelchairs. I had the chance to tag along once, "once" being the key word, mostly because I was completely useless. I have no upper body strength and so the best I could do was point and say, "Oh, there's one!" There was a reason I wasn't asked to help with wheelchairs again. After exit, and after most of the cars had left for the night, the crew was reduced to only 10 or so people. You were either on a tram, resetting the lot, or running the loop. Resetting the lot meant walking the length of the Heroes or Villains side, up and back, and kicking the cones back into their original positions for the morning crew. I personally loved resetting the lot, having the chance to walk alone and survey the empty lots was always calming for me. After finishing resetting the lot, we were typically down to one, maybe two, trams so you helped bring in the wheelchairs from the handicapped and preferred lots (Zurg and Jafar), and then helped to walk the loop. Walking the loop was pretty simple work: check for wheelchairs at the dock, the monorail stations, and the bus load-zone, sweep the tram load-zone, and drop the chains between the stalls. By this time of the night, there would only be one tram running (which you didn't want to be on or you would risk being there long after everyone else had gone home) and it was mostly busy work to fill the last half hour or so.

Yep, we even have a toy in the gift shop!

I came to love the TTC, and even now, I miss it more than I can say. Most days, I long for the chance to just drive a tram one more time. I made so many memories and so many great friends while working in the parking lot. I know that anyone will say they had the best crew to work with, but Parking was truly a family of its own. Everyone bonded over forgotten rain gear, grumpy guests, and temperamental trams; we were all on the same page and that camaraderie is something I miss dearly.

So here's to you, Parking fam: may your shoes stay dry and your trams stay Code V free!

Transitions

Nearly two months ago (it does seem longer than that) I found out that I would not be returning to Disney as part of the Spring College Program and it left a hole in my life that I couldn't explain nor fill. I had been floating through the months since returning home, holding onto the thought that soon I would be reunited with the friends I loved and with the job I longed for. Now, 60 days later and it seems I even farther from that truth than I was when I first started.

After being denied for the program, I applied for a full-time job with Disney and I was in fact offered a position as a Quick Service Food and Beverage Cast Member at the Caribbean Beach Resort. Unfortunately, I was unable to accept this job due to many factors, and now I must live with the consequences of my impulsivity. Had I been patient and thoughtful in my grieving process I think I would have found that it was okay for me to stay at home for a while. I think I would have eventually found comfort, and instead I have caused myself and others more heartache than perhaps necessary. On the other hand however, perhaps I needed this event to truly remind me that feeding my impulsive side is not always the answer.

It's always hard to wait for something you really want, but if it's worth having then it is worth waiting for. My impulsive nature and the voice inside my head that is often restless make me who I am, but I think it is important to learn how to satisfy those feelings in a controlled way. Putting limits on myself so I can learn how to explore and not also throw everything I have out the window. I was ready to move halfway across the country at the drop of a hat for something, and for someone, that I was not financially or even mentally prepared for.

So here I am in Des Moines, Iowa, sitting in a coffee shop on the edge of the interstate. 1,341 miles from where I want to be, but exactly where I need to be. I think it is important to give the transitions in our lives the appropriate room they need to grow and fully blossom. The big moments, the cornerstone events, those will be the ones we talk about with our friends, but the time between those moments is where we will find ourselves. It's where the growing and the healing happen and where we will learn patience, love, and endurance. If I am truly brave and resolute, then I have learned those things from the walking in-between (thank you, Ben Rector).

Walt worked for what he had, he didn't just wake up one day and suddenly he was the man behind the mouse. It took trial and error, mistake after mistake, and many periods of transition. I am setting my sights on goals this year, and one of those goals is to be content with where I am in my life. Everything will come in its perfect timing. Walt will be patiently waiting for me, and so I will too.